I don’t enjoy Xmas. I really don’t. It saddens me because it was such an important time of year for me years ago. During my single days, pre-children, when there were only 3 people in the world I had to think about for gifts. And nothing else to do but
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just breathe….
i have to remind myself to breathe. i’m getting that worked up feeling where i’m feeling out of control with stress. after 3 years of having our house in chaos because of the big rm being out of commission and crap piled up in various areas of our house and
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i need to get these fliers out about “move it, dig it, do it”, and usually i ask the moms on the local moms groups to help me, and they usually come through like gang busters. but i’ve not had a single mom pick any up yet, or even say
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we have only 1 credit card…which i’m quite proud of (we paid off the others when we remortgaged our home and took cash out to pay off a bunch of stuff). and we rarely use it. recently we’ve had to use it, unfortunately, but we are paying it off as
Continue readingkids are ok, its mom that dislikes change to routine!
not that we have a set routine, really…but i have had things coming up lately that have been pretty important and they have made me feel like i’m running around like a madwoman at times to accomplish them. honestly, its only here and there, but its really make me detest
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this is a stressful week. babyfest is day after tomorrow and i have a ton of things to do still…and stressed over that already…then what did i go and do? i scheduled my son’s appt to have his teeth worked on today. what was i thinking? of course it didn’t
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i have no idea how to do this. really, i don’t. i can’t, or i won’t or something, i don’t know…i just seem to be incapable of it. sigh and right now i’m really desiring to figure it out. i always have tons of projects i’m working on but right
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god i hate it when life happens like this. i get stuck in this cycle of worry and stress and feel the world is spinning. i know we’ll make it through this, and probably everything will be fine eventually…but in the meantime i’m so friggin scared and stressed and it
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here’s the rest of our 2008 xmas story…copied/pasted from an IM conversation i had today with my friend beckie…i’m sunflowermom30…i didn’t feel like typing it all again, LOL!!…._______________________________________________[22:15] sunflowermom30: hey, well, ummmm…our ceiling fell down in the big room yesterday, LOL![22:15] beckie_s: OH NO!![22:15] beckie_s: from the rain??[22:15] sunflowermom30: i’ll
Continue readingmade it through another xmas!
and had a good time! i just hate all the stress surrounding this holiday. all the money stress leading up to it and all the stress over getting gifts and for me, this year, all the stress of finishing planned homemade gifts! this always happens…i always think things are going
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i had a whole lot of ANGER recently over tyren’s xmas gift…long story, but i’ll try to shorten it. (key word, “try”) i ordered a space station toy for tyr at elgo bay on monday the 15th. i put in the notes of the order that i needed this in
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i’ve been working on practicing patience lately. its been just a tiny step so far, but i’m pretty proud of myself and felt i wanted to write about it. i’m not a patient person…never really have been…although i used to be a LOT more patient in regards to other people’s
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ok, things could be worse. i KNOW that people have it worse out there…but i have found that i tend to feel better about bad situations once i vent about them…so here goes… sighDEEP BREATH ok so i mentioned before how adam got a 10% pay cut, right? well, now
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i have so much that needs to be done (always), and so of course i’m procrastinating and blogging instead. i really need a maid. 🙂 my kids are singing “happy birthday to you” right now because i just said that it was my friend beckie‘s birthday. and now they are
Continue readingas if i wasn’t stressed enough
adam just found out today he’s getting a 10% pay cut starting with the next check (next payday is this friday). well everyone at his work is. its the boss’s way of not having to lay anyone off. which is totally fair, i get that. times are tough, and the
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