i have to remind myself to breathe. i’m getting that worked up feeling where i’m feeling out of control with stress. after 3 years of having our house in chaos because of the big rm being out of commission and […]

i need to get these fliers out about “move it, dig it, do it”, and usually i ask the moms on the local moms groups to help me, and they usually come through like gang busters. but i’ve not had […]

we have only 1 credit card…which i’m quite proud of (we paid off the others when we remortgaged our home and took cash out to pay off a bunch of stuff). and we rarely use it. recently we’ve had to […]

this is a stressful week. babyfest is day after tomorrow and i have a ton of things to do still…and stressed over that already…then what did i go and do? i scheduled my son’s appt to have his teeth worked […]

i have no idea how to do this. really, i don’t. i can’t, or i won’t or something, i don’t know…i just seem to be incapable of it. sigh and right now i’m really desiring to figure it out. i […]

god i hate it when life happens like this. i get stuck in this cycle of worry and stress and feel the world is spinning. i know we’ll make it through this, and probably everything will be fine eventually…but in […]

and had a good time! i just hate all the stress surrounding this holiday. all the money stress leading up to it and all the stress over getting gifts and for me, this year, all the stress of finishing planned […]

i had a whole lot of ANGER recently over tyren’s xmas gift…long story, but i’ll try to shorten it. (key word, “try”) i ordered a space station toy for tyr at elgo bay on monday the 15th. i put in […]

i’ve been working on practicing patience lately. its been just a tiny step so far, but i’m pretty proud of myself and felt i wanted to write about it. i’m not a patient person…never really have been…although i used to […]

ok, things could be worse. i KNOW that people have it worse out there…but i have found that i tend to feel better about bad situations once i vent about them…so here goes… sighDEEP BREATH ok so i mentioned before […]

i have so much that needs to be done (always), and so of course i’m procrastinating and blogging instead. i really need a maid. 🙂 my kids are singing “happy birthday to you” right now because i just said that […]

adam just found out today he’s getting a 10% pay cut starting with the next check (next payday is this friday). well everyone at his work is. its the boss’s way of not having to lay anyone off. which is […]

i’m back to that kind of stress where i feel the walls closing in around me. after i write this i’m going to gather my kids and run some errands and get outside and breathe some fresh air and try […]

i don’t get horrid periods…but i’m crampy today and not feeling up to doing much. not to mention, tyren woke up last night for some reason (NO idea why! he’s not sick or anything) and stayed awake talking to me […]

we’ve all been sick this week which made for a real fun week. not! i pretty much decided halfway through the week that we might as well scrub this week as far as homeschooling. got nearly nothing done. between us […]

adam has had one thing after another lately that has kept him away from us…free-lance shoots, social things and family obligations. it just has really felt lately like we’ve not seen much of him. now i will preface all this […]