hallelujah!!

ok, i seriously suck at regular housework…i mean i do it all the time but i can’t seem to maintain anything. and i’ve not been really great about consistency with the children with chores. i want to, and i really mean to…i just suck at it. i’m starting to really get that i suck at consistency in most anything and […]

proud mama

i have said here before that i tend to be very hard on myself and my parenting abilities and such. i am constantly critiquing myself and am my own worst critic. so right now i feel like posting some things that i am very happy and even proud of. something i was thinking about earlier today is how i’m very […]

so much in my brain

as always, my brain is going a million gazillion miles a minute. i’m actually feeling really happy lately about not being on the go constantly. its a nice change. i really enjoy being able to know that i don’t have tons of things to work on. still things to do, but not like crazy planning stuff like the discovery center […]

nearly there

in just a few days i’ll be done with the madness of the past month. first TDC’s event, then halloween, then maeven’s birthday then her party…october/november are really crazy around here and i’m feelin it. will be glad to be done with it for another year so i can breathe and start gearing up for xmas. (ack, its not much […]

feeling better today

yesterday’s post was the result of feeling overwhelmed. the house falling down around me was part of that. so today i’m determined to attack this house with vigor and clean up our home so that we can have a calm place to live again. it really does make a difference. its dramatic, the stress the mess induces in me. i’m […]